come as you are
there are so many times that you question a lot about your life,
be it because you see someone with all the things you consider you should have too.
was it envy?
or
was it ignorance?
ignorance, to the fact that there will always be something you have that you just can’t appreciate
the fact that you have these things most of your life that it’s so easy to ignore.
ignore
or
simply just couldn’t appreciate?
you are too proud and yet
too pitiful.
pitiful that with all the light that surrounds you
you’ll only acknowledge that black dot.
that lingering, nonsensical dot.
you see that someone with all the kept hatred in your heart
seeing past everything else but that thing that you can’t have
and yet
you still don’t realize that at that very moment,
that someone you were thinking of,
was also thinking the same thing about you.
how could you become like this?
